you know what
that really hurts
that someone as good a person as you or van even give a crap about a piece of shit like me
i havent spoken to you or many of my friends in months because i havent had the will to even really chat anymore
all i do is fuck everything up and make things worse
im just really sick of seeing people upset because i bothered them
im just done with everything, okay?
ive considered coming back but its not working for me
every time i try to make friends all i do is hurt them
why would you even talk to me anymore
please dont